September is confusing.
some say that...

Thought I had healed,
thought I was...

I used to look at her
and...

I've been on this trampoline
lately,I've been going up...

That I'm already eighteen
you tell me constantly...

. sometimes it was love,
sometimes it was hate...

I don't recall mother,
ever hating herself...

By now I am starting to think
that having a boiling desire for...

One last time
Say...

-not meant to insult anyone,don't take it...
Let me tell you about life on this site...

Sure they were rats in the little wooden
apartment growing up...

Oceans of sadness.
pools of hopelessness...