With my finger on the trigger I think why am I...
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-People try to understand me but it won't happen...
-They try and relate but they know they can't...

As I feel the pills kick in
I fall in a trance where all I see is you...

I can feel it
when I put the razor to my wrist...

1. they are always there
2. they never pick fights...

I know I said some mean things about you in the...
--this is to the ppl i made fun of in 6th...

I used to think we were gonna be together till the...

When I asked you what was wrong you just looked at...
like you and not one person could possibly hold me...

-written on September 27, 2004-
I know you love me but you don't see how I see I...

You tell me you love me but is it really true? If...
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The reason I am writing this is a reason thats...
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I would get down on my knees till they are bloody...
I would say to God oh please let him live at least...