I remember searching for perfection
Far and wide...

For my Dearest Nell. I love you xxx
I could give you all my possessions; every single...

Lights are out and darkness seen
They say I dug this hole myself...

I will never turn back
The past is too bleak...

I feel from the highest high,
To lowest low I’ve known...

I held beauty in my arms and felt complete
I felt perfection with my own fingers...

In the hands of fate everything went right
We met in the purity of that beautiful night...

My mind was once my rival
My thoughts irrational and unclear...

Your honesty always mesmerised me,
The day was sweet, my dream was true...

With dignity I was entranced by eyes of blue,
Vulnerable, I thought you were a saviour in the...

In June last year it happened so fast,
Everything turned for the best...

June 17th 2003
Dear Diary...