Surrounded in a vortex of despair and hate
The soul starts to wither , tear , and break...

A black cloud arises in my pathetic life.
It covers the sun and  expands...

Mom i love you and im sure you do too
i talked to you when i needed it...

The darkness consumes me like an infection
taking hold of my mind...

You use me all the time
then say im useless, as u lay around and do...

You say you love me but your love isn't...
a true father would love me no matter what...

I poured my love and desire into you and all i got...
you hurled it at me and expected me to take it...

My emotions get bottled up
they dont like it...

My one true friend
though you may be vile and cold...