Am I a secret desire
that needs fulfilling...

Black hoodies
over neck sweaters...

This for the fallen,
for the victims at home...

Swarming like dirty flies
Hovering around the same pile of feces...

I walk down the stairs
into the dusty cellar...

You're stupid!
Such a nasty little stab...

Somebody,
please help me...

Loving you
Is like screaming in silence...

Your rejection
I just cannot forget...

It's been so many years
since you took the elevator down...

Why would you struggle inside,
be tortured all through the night...

My whole life
I have been making payments...