She takes out the blade
Not strong enough to bear...

To me
The sun doesn't shine anymore...

It feels really good
when people notice...

Her smile was once so bright.
It shined through all the death and anguish...

It didn't just appear out of nowhere,
It took years of triggers to come out...

There's this thing about cutting,
When you're doing it- it feels amazing...

For most of my life
I was considered...

I lay in bed
Watching a beautiful sunrise...

No phones
no pens...

It honestly
amazes me...

When I'm with you, everything makes sense again.
But when I'm not with you, my thoughts consume me...

What do you do
when you can no longer...