My little sister
looked at my thighs...

I got used to
your toxicity...

I am so sorry
that you felt...

But darling
You don't see me falling apart...

I look at the little things
& to me they're so beautiful...

She trembles
Tears streaming down her face...

It's coming up
on a year...

It doesn't appear overnight
It doesn't come out of nowhere...

I lay here
Soaking my pillow with tears...

Have you ever met someone
who just gets you...

There are times
that even though...

To have such little
control over...