Last night
I wanted to kill myself...
I want
To cut...
Why
Do I still miss you...
I still remember
it like it was yesterday...
You were what made me feel whole
And now I feel nothing...
Crying myself to sleep again;
I sure didn’t miss this...
Things are okay
currently...
I try
to keep myself...
I don't want to admit it
because I've been trying...
Life has not been
what it should be...
I just wish
that you wanted...
I am not
okay...