It’s hard to wait around for something
you know might never happen...

Raw emotions viciously claw at my throat,
I used to tell myself it was all a dream...

I wish I could hug you;
And heal your heart while I’m doing it...

Everything about you is beautiful;
The way you smile...

You were perfect to me.
I loved you with every atom...

Silent screams and heartbreaking pleas,
all i need is for you to be there...

As I lay here feeling broken...
my heart reaches out to you...

Your blue eyes stick in the back of my mind;
and your smile bounces around my head...

Letting you in wasn't easy,
But i decided to do it anyway...

I appreciate him.
He is kind and he is sweet and...

It started as a game I wanted to play,
You get me and I get you...

There have been many days in my life when I...
Let alone continue living...