I have spent many days awaiting your return,
I want your arms around me and to see your smiling...

I know I'm not perfect,
but for you I try my best...

The sting of when your eyes are swollen and raw.
The pain...

How could you?
How could you possibly leave me...

As you lie next to me breathing slowly,
i realize...

It is a bit surreal when I think about it.
How someone who was not long ago just barely more...

Some people say you can't rely on anyone but...
Some people say no trust is to be earned...

Oh my sweet friend,
at times your bitter side shows...

It is strange,
How one day things just change...

Noone knows the pain and heartache of this wonder...
Not knowing how you feel...

In all honesty,
You terrify me...

Lurking in the shadows
Youll never find your way...