Alone in a room
Everyday not spent killing myself for cheap...

Reckless intent goes through my nose
Joy rushes through my veins...

It doesn't matter
No no no...

Take me
To another place...

Can't stand the pain
Mental outweighs physical...

Your tears were our fear
Bringing us pain...

You made me so happy
Mother...

Days like today are nice
No rush...

Gratitude evinced by these words.
Enthralled by the might of my reverie...

Living in a place where the sun shine is limited...
No care in the air...

Still alive!
It feels like my only reason for living is to die...

As the daylight dies So do I
I need the light...