I hold my breath so i dont scream
I hold my breath because once i start crying the...

The last two years have been hard
I have gave out my love but nothing in return...

He is only six
But he knows more than any other kid...

I had a dream that my parents actually cared for...
That they loved me and held me in there arms and...

No one will love me the way i hope they will
No one will cherish me the way i want them to...

You mock me
You beat me...

she tells everyone she is OK
she smiles and believes everything is OK...

A smile can hide so much
A smile helped me get through the hardest of times...

Tonight is not the night
This night is filled with fright...

I have made so many mistakes
I have done so much wrong...

i cant sstop shaking i feel my self being consumed...
mmy mind is going hundreds of miles a hour...

I use to cry in bed every night with to little...