With each little random text message I send
Theres a silent message hidden underneath...

Screaming at myself to stop the pain
Watching myself continue to dig deeper...

echoes of your beautiful voice everywhere I go
those hazel eyes stained in the back of my mind...

go ahead and cry your crocodile tears
you're really only sorry for yourself...

Could have been so many great things
Instead you chose to be a monster...

listening to this beautiful yet sad song
letting the lyrics take me somewhere else...

everyone thinks that I'm all better
that I'm all healed up now...

voice beautiful like a lullaby
whispering sweet words...

daggers for eyes staring at me
yet looking right through me...

Just trying to stand on your own two feet
Already being told you're doing it all wrong...

Staring danger in the eyes
Welcoming in the lies...

Reminiscing on lies that never happened
While we remember the pain...