TW: sh!!
Please don't read if you're triggered by su1cide...

I was healing
17 days clean...

Why is someone else's death repulsive
But my own appealing...

When I woke up this morning
I didn't feel nothing...

When where you were before
Isn't where you are now...

At night when all the lights fade out,
The colors hide away...

They talk about scars,
But I don't even have scabs yet...

When everything around me decided to
Fail...

When all my tears are spent,
Just know they were all for you...

Hot tears trickle down
Leaving a dull, frozen heart...

Oft in the deep wood,
Deer run...

Love and pain,
Ever connected as...