I feel like a f---ing Celebrity,
Tabloids and all...

I sleep on dirty sheets, staring at the ceiling,
Recollecting sad thoughts, along with a suicidal...

Day and night day and night,
is when I will always think of you...

I am sorry for pretending, I'm sorry for hurting...
I'm sorry for lying, and saying things not true...

I write this on the back of our last photograph,
With a smile on my face and a chuckled laugh...

I trusted you, I gave you another chance,
You didn't look back at me, you didn't even...

Part One
I couldn't get out of this prison I called my...

I used to be the puppet you controlled,
I used to give in, and did everything you told...

Dear, Ms Perfect:
I feel paralyzed, I cannot move, I cannot speak...

Now I have another knife in my hand,
doing something you wouldn't understand...

Thanks for the torment..thanks for the venom,
Thanks for poisoning me...

I guess my heart has had enough,
I guess its done, and giving up...