I am so drained of energy, I've cried too many...
Yet more still seem to come, fear after loathsome...

The first time I saw you, you took my breath away.
Nothing can describe this, words just cannot say...

Hey everyone. Not sure I like the start of this...
My name is Matilda, I have a story to share with...

I must be such a great actress, perhaps the best I...
I can always seem to fool you, acting happy when...

Another scar is added to the ranks.
Abominable sins I've placed upon my skin...

Even if it kills me, I'm going to smile.
Let you think all your wasted time was worthwhile...

I made a promise, I tried so hard to keep.
Everynight I wished I would die and I cried myself...

My friend, what have I done? You seem so far away.
You silence hurts me so much, that words cannot...

Reach for the blade, put it to my skin.
I'm about to do it, then a voice calls from...

I'm sorry for everything, sorry I had to lie.
Sorry for pushing you away and for making you cry...

You know sometimes I say tings I don't mean to...
I'm so sorry if I hurt you, by acting that way...

Don't know where to start, theres so much words...
So instead I watch my tears of blood wash the pain...