I told my self I didn't love you
I try to make me believe...

Please God
Don't let him forget me...

You helped me when I couldn't go on.
When I wanted to lay in my blood you were there...

Kind
Sweet...

I want to die
I want to kill myself...

You put me down
Say horrible mean things...

Here I sit
With a pad and pencil in one hand...

Will there ever be a day
That I can find myself...

Nature is beautiful
The birds chirping...

Everyone May
Look at us like we're crazy...

Will I
ever become something...

I hate people pushing me around
Hate people using me...