Here I sit

Here I sit
With a pad and pencil in one hand
and a gun in the other hand.

All of my thoughts
Has driven me to the end.

I can't take the pain
I can't take the ache
I can't take the life.

I want to go
I want to leave.

But can't
I think about my kitten
She's the most important thing I have

The one that will always love me

So Here I sit with two walls one is death the other is life.