* This poem kinda goes with my other one Our...
It had been 5 weeks...

I sit here watching you, pen to paper,
Waiting for words to flow from my heart...

Use me and abuse me,
Then do it once more...

I'm completely torn, I don't know what to do
Should i put myself first or think of you...

I sit here alone, my face wearing a smile
Trying to pretend that my life is worthwhile...

I walk silently toward the bathroom
Tears in my eyes...

I gave you my all, put my trust in you
Showed you my love and i thought you did too...

A true love now lost so long ago,
A heart broken and beyond repair...

++ Another poem about my abortion. ++
No one understands...

I know that when I see you,
You'll be expecting me to cry...

I'm crumbling away more each day,
And you don't seem to notice at all...

I saw you while I was out today,
And my cracked heart missed a beat...