Sitting here numb and lifeless
Unable to speak, unable to move...

Over the years I’ve meet many people
All with their own personalities and talents...

Wipe clean my crimson drenched flesh
Sew up these torn wrists of mine...

_______ I’m sorry, please don’t...
I know at times you’ve thought that it was...

Dear God I pray to you in the heavens up above
As I lie here in my cold and lonely bed on this...

I invite you to come and take a peek
Come look inside the world of this child...

Today I’m going to paint the most glorious...
My canvas shall start off a healthy pink but...

You did all you could to save me from myself
You gave me ways to stop from wanting to die...

Depression why do you trick me so?
You let me be happy for a couple of weeks...

My smile was once flawless, never would you doubt...
My laughter rang out so loud and clear, so full of...

Lying in my bed last night softly crying tears of...
I yelled to the heavens above, “Lord take me...

It’s like I’m invisible to my family
When I speak no one bothers to listen...