Just because I don’t respond
doesn’t mean I didn’t hear...
It's testing my courage
seeing if I will fail...
I don't want to be this way
but I can't help the way I feel...
One life comes too short
as another one begins...
I used to sit here and wonder
what life was really about...
She'd always cut her pain away
hoping one day she'd die...
I did something I thought,
could never be done...
Can’t hold it in any longer
So, I retreat to my safe space...
you’ve been working on me
ever since I can remember...
There are different levels to my anger
It will always start out the same...
A smile that can light up
All the hidden obscurities...
Awake in the night
reaching out for your hand...