Don't look at me
I have committed a sin...
looking back I don’t recognize
that girl hiding in the closet...
I'm so lost and confused
I'm not sure of what to do...
The words that I hate the most
Coming out of your mouth...
I climb up onto the bed
as I lay down for the night...
Shrouded by darkness
I want to grab her hand...
They say nothing
Will ever taste as good...
I will crawl out of hell
On my hands and knees...
The blade calls her
it says you can depend on me...
She was a tiny dancer
with hair like autumn leaves...
I stand at the edge of my world
And I keep looking out, now...
My hair once blonde
Now black like my soul...