Don't Look at Me

Don't look at me

I have committed a sin

Fighting in this battle

I thought I could win

Don't look at me

If you're looking for perfection

I'll only let you down

Just look at my reflection

Don't look at me

I don't know what to do

I'll lead you astray

I can't help you

Don't look at me

You'll only see scars

A once pure body

Now tainted with self-harm

Don't look at me

To take the pain away

I can't even take away my own

I'm not worth the time of day

Don't look at me

I'm already stressed

You can't understand

That I'm more than depressed

Don't look at me

You don't want to know how I feel

I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders

You don't want to know how I deal

Don't look at me

You don't want to know what I hear

Every thought inside my head

Why I cry each tear

Don't look at me

I'll never repeat what was said

Every word replays

Forming perverted sentences inside my head

Don't look at me

For I wear a mask

Pretending every thing's OK

So don't even ask

Don't look at me

You'll never know the truth behind my eyes

You'll never understand

All the times that I've cried

So don't you dare turn your head

Don't look at me

Nothing will be real

You'll never know the real me…