I used to think forever
But maybe I was wrong...

I know I let you down no matter how hard I try
I'm sorry for who I've become...

I did it again tonight
It was the only way to make me feel alright...

All these depressing poems I write
About wanting to give up the fight...

As hours turn to days
You're still not here again...

Hello boy, welcome to my world
I hope you're here to stay...

More than dead Less than alive
I'm stuck in th middle...

You're both my best friends
I told you things I never wanted anyone to know...

I'm learning slowly that
You are my only addiction...

I want you
I need you...

I Don't know how to say this
There's no easy place to start...

Finding myself once again
Here in this place I left behind...