Hear me speak
Listen to my prayers...
Freefalling; can't get my grip
Can't see the bottom...
Staring blankly,
Sitting still...
Do you even know
Why I try and try...
I'm silently screaming and
No one can hear me...
I need to die
To take my chance...
Don't need me now,
You've got so many new friends...
Do you need my heart
Like you say you do...
It's stuck like this
This is never getting any better...
I know somewhere,
You're thinking of me...
Sometimes, at night, when alone
My thoughts ablaze and my dreams on hold...
My own personal hell
That's where I've been...