You made me tender, you made me brittle
I let you play me like a fiddle...

If I had the option to keep someone
and never let them go...

All i really wanna know is who i am
And just one person who gives a damn...

Never trying to be a friend of me
I'm banished to an outcast of society...

To my family who tried to be there
It was my choice to rot and disappear...

The veins bleed the color of envy
Trapped in the soul creating so much jealousy...

They call her a prisoner of war
Deep in her mind's eye she's seen this place...

I take these empty feelings, and I puke them all...
I feel so much better as I watch them go down the...

Not the slightest idea where she stands
suddenly a change in plans...

Tomorrow comes once again to another cessation
and again another existence transpires to...

Your memories infect my dreams everytime I sleep
My emotions are all stirred and the pain is just...

As the darkness comes and consumes me whole
I take a long look down the barrel...