I'm so ashamed we've come to this
We don't talk and we never kiss...

Not the slightest idea where she stands
suddenly a change in plans...

Your memories infect my dreams everytime I sleep
My emotions are all stirred and the pain is just...

Down on bended knees,
held there by her shackles...

Once again I'm choking on tears
Reality hits and I'm facing fears...

I finally got my closure, thats all i ever needed
I can't believe you apologized for how i was...

On the outside I'm laughing pretending i am so...
on the inside I've been dying for so long...

The heart that once felt so sore
Hurt so much it couldn't hurt anymore...

I take these empty feelings, and I puke them all...
I feel so much better as I watch them go down the...

Hell burns inside my soul
The casket's ready for my funeral...

Feeling cold, lonely, and dead
Waiting for this bullet to go through my head...

I sit and wonder
how life would be...