I know this very long but i had to write out my...
New years eve...

I wake up in the morning, a bright smile on my...
Is that really a smile? or just a mask, seems out...

For Tom. Don't quite know if i got how i feel in...
I will always love you...

Struggling to find reality, struggling to find a...
It's hard to find someone on whom i can keep...

Wings that expand into blackened skies,
Torn and tattered before my eyes...

I apologise for the poorness of this one, doesn't...
Hold me in your arms...

{.i love you.}
Tears softened my pillow...

I'm not entirely sure whether i should have this...
*i love you sexy...

Sitting and crying with no reason why,
I look through the tears, up into the sky...

For anyone else who is feeling bear at Christmas...
As you drive past the windows...

Tears flowed from my eyes today,
I longed for embrace...

I don't know if this really conveys what i wanted...
I still miss you babe...