You might think Im running away
The truth is that I no longer can stay...

15, when I was captured of darkness
did not know it would swallow me whole...

I stand on the other side of insanity
My addiction is gone and I.ve survived...

I think of you often my dear friend
You have always helped me through...

When I talk to you I cant find the words
You are struggling hard and I dont know what to...

Its hard to reach out for help
And it scares the hell out of me...

I see pain in your baby blue eyes
The pain you sweep away with lies...

I want him to understand
That things are not always...

If you look deep within her brown eyes
You’ll see the real her - the real pain...

You only see me with my head up high
I know if I want to share my problems I can write...

You are the best friend I’ve had
No one can ever understand me like you...

Some say red is the ultimate cure for sadness,
Others will never have the experience...