I close my eyes
And I think of times...

My heart beats slowly, it hurts deep inside
I can’t feel happy, I really have tried...

I see her most days
I fantasize and craze...

The last 5 seconds, seems like a lifetime
And I only am sure, that I will do a crime...

I tried to move on,
I tried to live life...

A blank space is all I need,
To try and show you, what I want you to see...

I lie and I roll as I can’t drift away
I close my eyes but they just won’t stay...

It seems to drive
And dictates my life...

The feeling of guilt
A pain that’s built...

What is this feeling that she gives me all day?
The one where I wish, with her I could stay...

If it’s going to come
Then why refuse...

It’s big, very big, and may even have no...
But we sit here alone, wondering when...