So lost and alone
Completely betrayed...

Lies and tears blinding the view
Cries and fears keeping him from you...

* I wrote this exactly a year ago ... 6 days...
Empty and in despair...

There was a boy
A few decades back...

My god this is all so sad
I feel so pathetic, cutting AGAIN...

It's beautiful, the way I bleed my tears
Dark crimson streams full of my fears...

My Mom packed my lunch
And made sure my hair was neat...

I lean my head
Against the window pane...

A black whole
Stretches inside...

I’m sorry I misjudged you
Put faults to your name...

I need you like I need air
I'm dying without you...

Falling back
Falling down...