I wish I didn't love you,
I wish I didn't care...

When I stare at my reflection,
I cant help but turn away...

When I look into your eyes, I realize what I said...
From that day we got together, my heart was meant...

Why does she do this to herself?
Ripping her veins apart...

I sit here alone and often wonder,
And I cry when I think of the pain...

Every night I would unleash the pain,
Unleash the screams which send me insane...

So close, the blade touches my skin,
I’m sorry, for I’ve committed this...

I have to carry on, I have to forget,
Put it behind me, without a regret...

It hurts so much to love you the way I do,
But the truth becomes so clear when I look at you...

It kills me when I see you,
With that girl hand in hand...

You came into my life,
And gave me a reason to live...

You said forever, but that never came,
Now I go through heartbreak once again...