Deep in the heart of the valley of life
Thats where you'll find the dreams you misplaced...

Still don't know,
If I'm coming or going...

It's been almost 6 weeks since I ruined our lives,
Became someone I never thought I could be...

This lifelong fight between living and leaving,
Two opinions in my mind, today which one am I...

I just fall to pieces,
Yet you think I have it good...

Denial, it's not just the name of a river,
It's reaching for a baguette from out of a quiver...

Glorious days i spend with you,
After all this time I am free...

You are the calm in my soul,
When we're apart there's a storm that rages...

Four walls, closing in,
The ceiling is pushing down...

It's 2:36am and I'm doing the dishes from 2 days...
My head swarms, with if onlys and should've dones...

I've spent my whole life feeling worthless,
But now I know that this is what worthless...

Tomorrow my counselling,
Then help for my drinking in despair...