If I could feel you
Where would you be...
Time ticks
Like clunking sticks...
Run for your life
Said the man with the gun...
Well sometimes the wrong can be right
You close your eyes to see the light...
Still don't know,
If I'm coming or going...
The smoke I exhale rises high
Except for the smoke that goes in my eye...
It's 2:36am and I'm doing the dishes from 2 days...
My head swarms, with if onlys and should've dones...
Four walls, closing in,
The ceiling is pushing down...
It's been almost 6 weeks since I ruined our lives,
Became someone I never thought I could be...
I just fall to pieces,
Yet you think I have it good...
I've been walking tonight,
Through blackened parks with my blackened mind...
One of these days you'll see
Who I'm really meant to be...