I'm so confused, so torn, so afraid i might fall.
I'm so heart broken, so shamed, so suicidal...

He's got her hanging onto his every word
so very desperate for him to stay in love with her...

Sing so sweet to me, love,
Of all the trouble I have caused...

Life was once a constant war and a battle against...
Filled with unnecessary pain and unavoidable...

"THE SICKNESS"
These clenched fists hold all the held in anger it...

He is now finally alone.
His hand gripped around a rose...

We've gone about fixing our mistakes and reality...
Wrong promises of being side by side down the...

I’m going to be trapped inside my own...
I’m going to live with pain leaking from my...

He’s still blaming her
He wants to start hating her...

I can't find the one thing
That I really need...

Here I am, writing to you again.
Another sorrowful letter i will send...

I died tonight.
Blood everywhere in sight...