I will always love you,
I will always care...

When you were first born
I held you ever so close...

God took you away from me
He's making me pay...

It hits with the intent of destruction
Destroying everything in its path...

You've promised me many things,
But you don't always keep your word...

Undefined feelings capture my heart
As Unspoken words sting my lips...

I don't know what to do now that I've become so...

Nights filled with rage
Only collect in my mind...

RETRACiNG MY OlD MiSTAKES,
UNABlE TO TURN MY liFE BACK AROUND...

My nights are lonely and cold
When your not here I have no one to hold...

I could use a gun to end my life
I could use a blade to slit my wrist...

I cant stop this ache, I'm in so much pain, I...