As I sit here crying
Writing this poem...

I spent all my time waiting, For it to be okay.
But nothing has healed fast enough...

Step by step I bleed
Even the stairs are laced in blood...

This is why I love you This is why I care This is...

I cried myself to sleep last night, more than I...
I cut myself much deeper tonight, As I lay...

Give me a reason
not to think of you...

I hate you more then words can express
Why can't you ignore me, hate me, leave me...Like...

Tears keep falling down my face,
Yet I don't want to cry...

My mind becomes empty
And so does my vacant soul...

You did it once again
Tore me apart...

Finally I can be happy
Now your in my life...

I look at these scars on my legs
And it makes me want to make more...