My Ex GF who i still love...

me personally, i believe that 17 isnt too young to Love... I love a girl atm.. we were going out for 10 months. together for about 15 months... then 2 and a half months ago she dumped me... i was and still am heart broken... i've not had a decent nights sleep in nearly 3 months... and cried every night of it...

she says there is a posability of us getting back together in future... but it was only last night that she was talking about goin out clubbing and pullin other guys...

all of this is so heartbreaking atm... its killing me...

last night i just wanted to die because of it all... its been so rough for so long... yet i love her so much... and she says that she stillhas feelings for me... i'm so confused... and i miss her so much...

That sounds very confusing. What was her reasoning for breaking up? She can't have you both ways you know, it isn't right. She can't just break up with you, go out with other guys, then come back to you whenever she wants. There is obviously something wrong if her conception of commitment doesn't involve any sort of emotional attachment. What sort of girl is this?

thankyou for posting about me on here...again.

Maybe, she said there might be a chance in the future to help ease the pain a little bit for you. But now she's changed her mind. Perhaps you should let it go. After almost 3 months of pining, you sound a little obsessive.
Just my thoughts.
-Laura.

AWWWWWWWWW WTF!!?!!?!?!
Oliver....that nearly made me cry...

Toni--You know I still love you soooo much even though I rarely, RARELY EVER get to talk to you...

I don't want to betray either one of you, but if you EVER need me...send me a private message!!!!

Awwwww.....Oliver.....I just have to say you're SUCH a sweetheart--to write this.....as bittersweet as this is....I mean wow.....

Toni is worth it....she's been so decent to everyone Taylor, and I KNOW you're just trying to help Oliver to move on, but it's obviously much deeper than just saying she's not worth it if you don't know her....I'm not trying to pick an arguement, i swear...I just believe Toni really is an angel and an incredible person and ANYONE who has her is TOTALLY lucky!!

I agree.....that's one of the reasons why I'm at a lose of words, and I can understand why you may interpret what you said from that....

But,..idk...they both mean so much to me. They were like my first friends on this site and they've been there since--although rather hard to reach sometimes, but they're still BOTH incredible people. Toni has an astounding way with words too. You should check out her poetry. They're both so talented at expressing themselves that I can't really voice my opinion on this matter because any thing I say will only get the other hurt...and i don't want that...does that make sense?

Hey, I went through the same thing. I went out with my ex for 2 years. I went through such a horrible time when he left, and all I wanted was for him to come back. Well, I started to realize that I didn't need him, and I eventually found someone else and now I am really happy. In the end, he wanted me back! Now we are just good friends. I would say that you should just try to forget about her for now, or atleast, make her think that you are. If she thinks that you are interested in someone else, she may just realize she wants you back. Everyone wants what they can't have. She might just assume that you will always be waiting for her, so she can go have fun and come back (if she wants to) whenever hse feels like it and you will always be an option. Make her believe that she no longer has you as an option, and see how that works out. Hope I helped!

hey, you're not alone I've loved a guy for over 3 years and we went out for a while but ugh things are horrible between us right now. but don't giev up. let your love be strong and maybe if she realises there's someone who really loves her she'll come back. but maybe...just maybe it's time to move on, maybe she's not worth your tears. good luck and don't do anything stupid over her alright?? much love

Steph

Wow.. she's a lucky girl to have you. That's all I can say.

You have to move on hun ..

I'm sorry.. i just feel really angry and Oli has posted one side of the story. He is a lovely person, but it's v v complicated. Please don't judge me Taylor, or whoever. if i was so horrible i wouldn't have kept phoning him, even when he slammed the phone down on me, the other night when he threatened to kill himself and sent me goodbye text messages, saying stuff like i should be happy now i have one thing less to worry about. i wouldnt have sent round his friend to see if he was okay, cos i couldn't get there myself. and i wouldn't have offered to go the gp with him to get some help.

Having someone threaten to kill themselves and send you texts about it isnt the greatest thing to deal with, especially since my sister is threatened the same thing too a few weeks ago. its a lot to deal with. i didnt want to have to put this on here but i jus needed to explain that its more complicated than how Oli put it.

I don't think you should have to apologise for anything.
It's not fair to post things like this on a site that you -both- use.
I think it's a very sly way of making you feel -really- guilty and I don't think any of these people can say they wouldn't react that same way, if put in that same situation.
-Laura.

Toni isnt a bad person she has been there for me when i needed her... its one of the reasons why i love her so much...

its wasier said than done to move on from her, she means the world to me... dont get me wrong i still have a life away from this, but its still there in my mind all the time...

I've loved her too much to let her go and i know i have done wrong, thats why i lost her in the first place, it was my fault. i made it all go wrong...

if there was a way i could make it right and i wish i knew how i would in an instant...

I'm sorry this i've upset you on here Toni, i dont mean any offense in any way... cos i dont blame you for what happened... i blame myself...

i let you down which in turn led to the events that have happened

i'm sorry that i let you down Toni, i'm sorry to disappoint you and most of all i am so sorry for hurting you...

I know you arent in the current position to love me... it still doesnt change how i feel about you...

you have nothing to blame for why we broke up. because it was all my fault...

lets not post here anymore hun, it isnt doing either of us any good. x

AWWW! I"M FUCKING BAWLING LIKE A BABY!!! WAAAAAAA

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Toni--I tried to add you to myspace! You should sign on there and accept me *wink wink*!! lol!!