If you have learnt all there is, you truely are the fool.

How can i survive when everyones against me... even myself.

"ill be waiting in the dark.
to drive this blade straight through my heart."

If you look at my wrists the scars will you my life in good and bad times

Its like dying all over again!

Life is shit
chocolate is evil
knives do no good
crying myself blind
thats what i tell myself but I can’t stop this selfhate is unevident to all but me...

In my dreams my veins become a map that guide me through insanity...

Hell is taking over and my life is its first stop.

Sticks, and stones can break my bones but words can really kill me!!

Horror I see before me. And terrible, terrible pain. I see the mirror and a fading reflection of the one is used to be. Hidden now in frozen stone the darkness come...

And brings me home