You lye your head down and rest wishing you'll die but when you wake your still alive and you thank the lord

"The burn crisp hand of death reaches out to me, slowly i'm ungulf in pain."

\"The house was as quiet as a graveyard, yet maybe becuse those living were just as the dead.\"

You've allowed the devil to take control
you've allowed him to do and decide things for you
you've made your bed
and if you wish to continue treading down this path
God will possibly allow you to sleep in it
11/30/05

Death May Be Hard TO Cope With
But Life IS SO Much Harder

I dont want the last things i say
to my father
to be a lie.......
I dont want to say I LOVE YOU

Life is shit
chocolate is evil
knives do no good
crying myself blind
thats what i tell myself but I can’t stop this selfhate is unevident to all but me...

Its hard to laugh at someone when that someone is laughing too

After the bottle crushed on the floor

Between life and death started the war

As much as your blood is RED
As much as tears for mercy you've SHED

I LOVE IT

THAT I'M STANDING HERE LOOKING

AT U

...while ur dead.