"I sat there. Blood staining my shirt and emotions lay dry...
Murder wasn't so bad after all."

I've turned into this cynical, masochistic, bizzare teenage girl...and I'm falling in love with her.

The weak are cruel;
The strong have no need to be.

From the foretelling by
Alice Hoffman

I'm going to draw you a picture,
A picture with a twist.
I'll draw it with a razor blade,
I'll draw it on my wrist

Every angel has a shadow

(I dream in darkness
I sleep to die,
Erase the silence,
Erase my life,
Our burning ashes
Blacken the day,
A world of nothingness,
Blow me away.)

I want to fall asleep and nver wake up
cuz even my nightmares are better than this reality

Life is meaningless that is why it ends

Maybe it's just an illusion to hope behind the clouds you'll find the sun

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem