Some people say that if they ever lost the one they loved that they would go back in time so it never happened at all..but not me, because loving you and then losing you is better than never loving you at all...

I saw a dead bird fly across an acrid sky.
And I wondered why that couldn't be me.
Why couldn't I spread my broken wings and take to the sky?

Write myself on a piece of paper,
Crumble it up, throw it away,
That is the end I say.

~Megan~©

The blood of my enemy is on my hands
to deny what i did is wrong
i took from them what they took from me
and how i have waited so long...

Why should I pull myself up only to have life push me down again.....

"Yesterday i went upstairs, i met a man who wasnt there. He wasnt there again today... how i wish he'd go away..."

~_Behind my smile is a hurting heart.
behind my laugh, i`m falling apart.
look closely at me and you will see.
the boy i am, just isn`t really me._~

Some Tears Make It Through The Mask

Love is the slowest form of suicide

And her mother found her in the bathroom,
Spread across the floor,
Blood pooled around her pale body.
No one had cared enough to find her,
And stop her from this end.