It's coming to an End

Ill lose it again
Remember when
It happened before?
That time at the store.
A girl
She almost made me hurl.
Hanging all over you
Mafe it feel like I was punched threw
the heart
Oh that was a start
I almost about screamed
My whole world bursting at the seams.
What I cant seem to phatom
Is why youre having a big trantrum
Youre world isnt coming apart
Leaving a horrible mark
You think my life is ribbons and bows?
More like yours is filled with 5cent h***.
Lost in almost a thought
Never using what I was taught
Just given up, time to go
Thinking I was sinking so low
The rest a killing blow.