I love the honesty in this poem and I adore those stanzas where the fear and insecurity really shines through.
You wrote it in a way I don't really see anywhere else in that you sort of mix the classic "lingo" of poetry with a more modern paranoia, if I can call it that. It was really refreshing to read and it bore a mix of fear, which I've said already and this feeling of not wanting to back down, which is really hard to do and even harder to get right.
Thanks for your comment on my poem "The Princess of Darkness", much appriciated. I will keep a close look at your poetry from now on.