I wish that you would love me,
I wish that you would care.
I wish that you would trust me,
And know I'm always there.
I wish there was a way to always be with you.
Because I truly and deeply love you
But that is no longer an option
And I know I can't make you stay
I watched you walk way
As a tear ran down my face
A love that I wanted to last forever
Was stolen by a girl who took my place
I watch through a cloud
As you take her hand and turn to me
I know what is going to be said next
Because this scene has been played a dozen times in my mind
You had said you wanted time
To figure out who we were
I guess in that time you realized you no longer needed me
And that this was worth my hurt
I hope today you are happy
Because it has been a week since I watched you walk away with her
I hope she has made you as happy as you were with me
Back before the fights and hate
Tonight I have decided this pain is too much
As I cling to your picture and turn off the lights
A secret that soon will be told
Is that I never could get over you
The fake smiles I gave you every time you walked by with her
Was a great facade that had everyone fooled
They thought I could go on without you
But it was never true
I am still in love with you
As I lay down to sleep tonight
I am sorry about the pain and the stupid fight
But it's past time for I'm Sorry
So now is time for the goodbye
Because I am letting go the only way I know how
So I take these pills and lay down to sleep
And I will show you how much you meant to me.
