Misunderstood...

No one gets me,
Will they ever?
I don't think so.
I don't know,
What life is.

Sometimes there is life,
Sometimes there is death.
I don't know why,
I think about it all of the time.
But there's just no end,
To the hurting pain.

I'm so misunderstood.
I need to leave,
If this is all there is to life.
I don't want to,
But I might have to.

I admit I'm afraid,
Afraid to die.
I know that there is life and death,
Beginning and end.
Yea I feel like I'm at the end,
Like there's nothing else to live for in this life.

Maybe things would be better off without me here.
Why I think that,
I may never know.
I don't know,
Why I'm so misunderstood.

I'm surrounded by death.
Everywhere I go,
Someone is dead or dying.
I don't think thing will ever change,
But I hope they do someday.