Rabea :) thank you!
I'm not really "preaching" anyone, I usually don't write my poems about specific people. this is just imaginary person.
To explain the content, books inspired me to write about something related. Chapter thirteen, in a fifty-chapter novel is usually one of these chapters that still do not carry any clarifications on the characters of the novel. So it's just another vague chapter that you still need to read.
The person in the poem is a vague character that I did not seem to understand so I compared him to a novel chapter :) and when I finally got to know him (usually the ending of the novel) I wish I never knew the truth because it was brutal (a sad ending)