Please dont let me be..

by Jenn   Nov 30, 2016


I cant write, I cant even think..
Staring at my blank pages, forcing my eyes to blink.
Like daunting music, my backspace clicks.
Looking for words that fit my emotions, that I must have missed.
My White blank pages, and swelling rage..
Frustration takes center stage.

Blinded by the invisible tears swelling up, making it hard to see.
The whole world seems to be bothering me..
When I was young, I had a picture in my head..
How was I to know things would be like this instead.
I'm barely pushing forward, and it feels more like downward.
Moving through life; I continue to flounder.

Someone please, I'm flailing..
Water rising above my head, I'm inhaling.
Drowning in tear's, others can not see..
Please don't let me be..
All this time, I wished to be left alone..
As I stand staring at a empty empire I created of stone.

My heart is hurting, and my mind is destructive cant You see.
I was wrong; Being left alone is not what I need.
I don't want to feel this falling anymore..
Explaining how I feel in sad metaphors.

Help me.. Help me.. Wont You please?!
Help me escape my burdened pride's decree.
I'm begging dumbfounded.. Astounded.. Surrounded..
Overwhelmed and emotionally bounded.

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  • 1 year ago

    by Jenn

    Thank You Brenda & Em..

  • 1 year ago

    by Em

    Wow! I'm speechless and in tears.

  • 1 year ago

    by Beautiful Tragedy

    You're welcome :)

  • 1 year ago

    by Brenda

    Jenn, such a raw write. You really put your all out there. I felt your pain in every line. Well done-hugs to you-

  • 1 year ago

    by Beautiful Tragedy

    This poem drips with raw emotion; And I too, have been there. You did and amazing job capturing the full extent of your feelings. Great job.
    Xoxo

    • 1 year ago

      by Jenn

      Thank You LW

    • 1 year ago

      by Jenn

      Thank You LW