I remember how i struggled with a wanting bleeding pen in my hand to write this poem...
It was Jan, 17....My Birthday....oh! So soon, I've forgotten how i felt on that supposed special evening that was ruined by someone who was so special to me..........
Okay, , , below was our conversations that day when she showed up.... Yeah, she's my girlfriend and my first love ever.
She: i can't do this anymore
Me; do what exactly?????
She: this relationship needs to end
Me; what? On my birthday? What's wrong with you?
She: I'm pregnant
Me; oh! Don't tell me this conversation is getting worst, because its been months since we........
She: yes! It's not for you, it's for Osa and I've tried my best to abort it but the pregnancy refused to be aborted and also the doc told me to keep it or i might lose my life trying to abort it.
Me; tell me this whole thing is a prank and you're joking. Please!
She: am sorry
Me.......(sat down on the floor and started crying like a 2weeks old baby)
She: am so sorry.... I gotta go (she left)
I got angry and sick, I've never cried like that before in my life.....
It took me 5months to forget her and be myself again.
The thing is that, i was warned by family and closed friends that i should stay away from her, but i never listenened to any because i truly love her, but at the end i paid the cost, yes i was stripped off my emotions, something that am still trying to get back now so that i could love someone the way i should.........this days, i don't really go in...
Its 2yrs and counting, she gave birth to a girl and Osa never cared...hahahha
Such ix Life.
Thanks for reading.