bullet through my brain song

by Robert Long   Oct 10, 2017


i want to run
i want to hide
i want to end
this life of mine
i have no friends
i have no love
and i can't believe
in the man above
my life 's a mess
my life's a pain
and i'm so exhausted
and emotionally drained

life's not worth it
i dont belong
i tried to make it through
but i'm not that strong
i wish i had a knife
or a noose would do
i want to hang myself
until my face turns blue
for im on the edge
of going insane
so please send a bullet
straight through my brain

i've lost all hope
and this is the end
so at the end of this song
my last breath i'll spend
i'm cutting myself
I'm bleeding all over
and as the blood flows
weight is lifted off my shoulders
i think to myself
they said they'd help
but where are they
as i start to yelp

so life's not worth it
i don't belong
i tried to make it through
but i'm not that strong
i wish i had a knife
or a noose would do
i want to hang myself
until my face turns blue
for im on the edge
of going insane
so please send a bullet
straight through my brain

i want a quick death
and i want it now
i want to go out
without a sound
i'm tired of life
man i'm so weak
i've lost so much blood
i can hardly speak
i've given up on life
i've given up on hope
i've given up all together
now i grab this rope

so life's not worth it
i don't belong
i tried to make it through
but i'm not that strong
i wish i had a knife
or a noose would do
i want to hang myself
until my face turns blue
for im on the edge
of going insane
so please send a bullet
straight through my brain

but then my phone rings
and i see its my friend
so i pick it up
and try to pretend
that everything is fine
and that i'm not hurt
but my friend knows
that there's blood on my shirt
she ask me whats wrong
and i know she's there for me
but then i realize
that she's all i need
she talks me out of it
now i can go on with life
i stand up slowly
and put away the knife

now life's so worth it
i do belong
i will make it through
though im not that strong
i put away the knife
and the noose i wont do
i wont hang myself
for with suicide im through
and i may be on the edge
of going insane
but please dont send
a bullet through my brain

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  • 6 years ago

    by Nicholash2003

    I love the poem and I want you to know that we're all here for you and that I can talk with you at anytime about this. I know that I'm younger than you but that doesn't mean I have no experience, I went through this stage severely twice in my life. I had used drugs and pain in the past just to survive, then I realized that I was ONLY surviving, not living. I know I'm not perfect but I can help three lives I have saved and the scars I have to show. If your looking for help and all else fails look to the Lord Jesus Christ who in my heart prevails.

    • 6 years ago

      by Robert Long

      thank you so much but im not looking for help...i just write about it because i had so much experience with it. Like my soul and emotions which are dark i write to show me light and also i have found god and jesus. Another thing is if you ever need someone to talk to as well im here for you.

  • 6 years ago

    by Robert Long

    it was wrote as a song more than a poem but i still thought it might be good enough to share

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