I talk a lot, but I am also a very good listener. When Diego was making Frida suffer she said "you must train your heart like a dog. teach it to stay gone"
I listened. I sat down with my heart. Taught it a thing or two. Taught it how to stay behind reason. How to spot cause and effect. How to not say yes on impulse.
How to stop begging and trying to please people that use it. My heart stays gone. It won't come back for you, it won't come back for nobody.